I SING ALONE MY THOUGHTS ALONG

Archive for June 2004

by Christina Aguilera

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Young girl, don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl, it's all right
Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly
When you're safe inside your room you tend to dream
Of a place where nothing's harder than it seems
No one ever wants or bothers to explain
Of the heartache life can bring and what it means
When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within

Young girl, don't hide
You'll never change if you just run away
Young girl, just hold tight
And soon you're gonna see your brighter day

Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you're lost outside look inside to your soul

When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within

Yeah…
Life is a journey
It can take you anywhere you choose to go
As long as you're learning
You'll find all you'll ever need to know

You'll make it
You'll make it
Just don't go forsaking yourself
No one can stop you
You know that I'm talking to you

When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within

Young girl don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall

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I AM STRONG.. i can do this.. (ba2ng did it.. so can you, crissie!)

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by Bjork

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Sunday is gloomy, the hours are slumberless
Dearest, the shadows I live with are numberless
Little white flowers will never awaken you
Not where that dark coach of sorrow has taken you
Angels have no thought of ever returning you
Would they be angry if I thought of joining you?
Gloomy Sunday…
Gloomy is Sunday, with shadows I spend it all
My heart and I have decided to end it all
Soon there'll be prayers and candles are lit, I know
Let them not weep, let them know that I'm glad to go
Death is a dream, for in death I'm carresing you
With the last breath of my soul, I'll be blessing you
Gloomy Sunday…

Dreaming- I was only dreaming
I awake and I find you asleep in the deep of my heart, here-

Darling, I hope that my dream hasn't haunted you
My heart is telling you how much I wanted you
Gloomy Sunday…
It's absolutely gloomy Sunday…
Sunday…

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you frustrate me.. you gave a permanent solution to temporary problems.. what you've done didn't ease the pain, you just transfered it to others.. but i do understand.. this was something you chose to do.. I didnt like it.. nobody did.. it hurt a lot but it was your decision.. there was nothing i could do.. i forgive your weakness.. i forgive your impulsiveness.. i forgive your selfishness.. i forgive you..

by John Mayer

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I'm not alone, I wish I was.
Cause then I'd know, I was down because
I couldn't find, a friend around
To love me like, they do right now.
They do right now.
I'm dizzy from the shopping malls
I searched for joy, but I bought it all
It doesn't help the hunger pains
and a thirst I'd have to drown first to ever satiate

Something's missing
And I don't know how to fix it
something's missing
And I don't know what it is
At all

When autumn comes, it doesnt ask.
It just walks in, where it left you last.
And you never know, when it starts
Until there's fog inside the glass around your summer heart:

Something's missing
And I don't know how to fix it
something's missing
And I don't know what it is
At all

I can't be sure that this state of mind, is not of my own design
I wish there was an over the counter test, for loneliness.
For loneliness like this.

Something's missing
And I don't know how to fix it
Something's missing
And I don't know what it is
No I don't know what it is
Something's different
And i don't know what it is
No I don't know what it is

Friends (Check)
Money (Check)
A well slept (Check)
opposite sex (Check)
Guitar (Check)
Microphone (Check)
Messages waiting on me when I come home (Check)

How come everything I think I need, always comes with batteries
What do you think it means

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need i say more?

by Michelle Branch

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Of all the things I believe in
I just want to get it over with
tears from behind my eyes
but I do not cry
Counting the days that past me by
I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Looks like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend and I say

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I love
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems like I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes till you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light but it's not right

Ohhh yeah
It hurts to want everything & nothing at the same time
I want whats yours and I want whats mine
I want you but I'm not giving in this time

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I,it's been 4 years now and yet pieces of you I still see in my room evey single day… as if you have never gone away… i miss you… we miss you… but i know, we all know, that life has to go on… you will always be a part of us that will never be forgotten…

by A-Ha

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I’ll never let you see
The way my broken heart is hurting me
I’ve got my pride and I know how to hide
All the sorrow and pain
I’ll do my crying in the rain

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It’s raining cats and dogs. Even the sky is crying with me!

No Rain

Posted on: June 12, 2004

by Blind Melon 

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All I can say is that my life is pretty plain
I like watchin' the puddles gather rain
And all I can do is just pour some tea for two
and speak my point of view
But it's not sane, It's not sane
I just want some one to say to me
I'll always be there when you wake
Ya know I'd like to keep my cheeks dry today
So stay with me and I'll have it made

And I don't understand why I sleep all day
And I start to complain that there's no rain
And all I can do is read a book to stay awake
And it rips my life away, but it's a great escape
escape……escape……escape……

All I can say is that my life is pretty plain
ya don't like my point of view
ya think I'm insane
Its not sane……it's not sane.

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Currently in my Papa's hometown in Iloilo. Approximately an hour or so from the city… a few minutes from the town proper. Now I know why Mama wasn't so fond of this place. First, there is nothing interesting to do. Second, I can't really understand much of their dialect. And lastly, I just don't get along. Duh!I was so bored… I just cried… (wish you were here)

Mama

Posted on: June 11, 2004

by Spice Girls

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I didn't want to hear it then but I'm not ashamed to say it now
Every little thing you said and did was right for me
I had a lot of to think about, about the way I used to be
Never had a sense of my responsibility
Back then I didn't know why
Why you were misunderstood
So now I see through your eyes, all that you did was love
Mama, I love you. Mama, I care
Mama, I love you. Mama, my friend. You're my friend

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Not a single day had passed since 4 months ago today, had I not shed a tear for you. Painful as it was, i tried to surpass the pain by trying to understand why you had to go. I might have lost a mother but I know I have gained an angel to watch over me through the years.