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Crishia

Posted on: April 11, 2006

Death
seemed so weak —

whispering
so low.

Crissie
seemed so strong —

why
did she go?

***** ***** *****
CRISHIA
Oct 22, 1978 – April 11, 2005
***** ***** *****

A laughing hyena on the loose…
in my office, of all the places in the world…
Argh!!!

The LAUGH… sounds…
so FORCED…
so PLASTIC (how i hate this word)

Not even a real laugh…
a laugh just for the sake of being heard…
being noticed…

How pathetic!

Life is very precious and not to be taken lightly
Will I be alive tomorrow you ask?
I don’t know… I might be
If you ever feel fear and aren’t sure what to do
I’m here and will always be waiting on you
Take good care of me, watch from up above
And when no one else is there for me,
Send down your love
Show me reminders of your smile, laughter and joy
So I can look back and remember the times I had
With such an amazing boy
This only shows me not to hold back any feelings
If you love someone tell them
Hang love notes from ceilings
Times like these make me wonder
Why people get scared and try to hold back
Take the chance…
You’ll see the qualities you felt you lacked

In loving memory of my very good friend IAN.
I love you. You will never be forgotten in my heart.